— Will McAvoy, The Newsroom (via lushwisdom)
I am crying as exciting are a so much stronger than I am. I’m afraid when I look into my future. I’m about to finish my bachelors this year but I don’t know if it’s the right thing to do for me. I’m not sure if I really want to be a teacher. Over here where I am people say only those who don’t know what to do for becoming teachers. I’m living proof. I don’t want to belong to these “lazy” people, I have no clue what to do else. Psychology or medicine would be great, however, due to my illness at me being underweight, my final exams have not been that great (I know not too bad either but anyways …) I feel like a child. Anorexia has stolen me at least six years of my life.